01 November 2024

Posting this for me

like all my other blog posts,

 no one will see it.

           but me. 

'If you're looking for me,

I'm done.'



02 September 2024

The Heavy Quiet

 



Sometimes, the heaviest burdens are the words left unspoken, lingering in the spaces between us, quietly shaping the course of our lives.

-me


currently listening to Playa Playa, by D'Angelo

29 August 2024

1% better everyday

 Progress isn't about perfection—it's about striving to be just a little better than yesterday, every single day.

-me


26 August 2024

The Shadows Within

 


You can't outrun your problems because they live in the shadows of your mind; wherever you go, they follow, waiting for the moment you stop to catch your breath.

-me


Currently listening to  [It's Just] Your Love, by Aretha Franklin

25 August 2024

The Weight of Unsaid Words

 Sometimes there's a scream inside my head that says, "Love me. Why don't you show or say that you love me?" But showing my love through actions seems sufficient enough and important enough to keep the peace, so that is what I do. Meanwhile, my own need for affection goes unspoken, overshadowed by the constant effort to please. In this dance of uneven expectations, I've learned to find contentment in giving, even as I silently yearn for what I cannot receive.

-me



Currently listening to Wildchild - Party Up (prod. Madlib) (instrumental)