19 January 2018

Ellen Surprises the Amazing Sanders Family

Today

Is a Dwele day. And Slum Village. And maybe Eric Benet. I'm not in the mood for socializing. It's supposed to rain heavily all day tomorrow; I'm going to lay in bed all day and watch Scandal, Ho To Get Away With Murder, whatever's good on Netflix, and I'll get up only to get something to eat and to use the bathroom. I'm not even going to bother to turn the volume up on my phone. It's impossible to miss calls that you don't get. I'm feeling down. And it's not just because it's rainy season.

31 December 2017

This Blog


Imagine you're standing on a stage, before an audience of 100 people.

You're performing. You're either singing, or delivering an essay, playing an instrument, or reciting a poem. Whatever your performance, you're really passionate about it. You want to share it with the audience.

And you're performing your heart out.

And you're looking at the 100 people in the audience, and not one is paying attention. No one is looking at you. Maybe they're sleeping, or listening to someone else performing on their iphones, or reading a book, or talking to each other, or maybe they're studying, or making plans for rest of the day.

And you're performing your heart out.

And you know that no one is paying attention to you.

Knowing this,

do you continue performing?

I have 100 followers and no one has commented on any entry for the past 3 years.

Knowing this, do I continue blogging?

( I know I'm talking to myself-)