in the direction of happy

i wanna go fast. i wanna race. i feel like i've been tiptoeing through life, afraid to upset other people or hurt their feeling, but i'm older now, and no one is caring about whether they're upsetting me or hurting my feelings, and they're happy. i feel like i've been waiting for permission to be happy.  i'm gonna get my needs met. i'm gonna accomplish things i've been setting aside. it's my turn to be happy.