Ready Set Go

I thought (prayed) I'd end up with a Deborah Ayorinde or Danai Gurira Nia Long Sanaa Lathan or Halle Berry-type, but maybe God's got other plans. I will admit to disregarding women who are not what I'm looking for; Maybe perhaps my type isn't what or who God has in mind for me? Dear Lord, I am too nice, too romantic too thoughtful too giving too husbandly to be alone. Dear Lord, I alternate between feeling hopeful ond hopeless. Today I'm feeling hopeful. Dear Lord, I am ready to receive. Are You ready to give? -- me