Sometimes there's a scream inside my head that says, "Love me. Why don't you show or say that you love me?" But showing my love through actions seems sufficient enough and important enough to keep the peace, so that is what I do. Meanwhile, my own need for affection goes unspoken, overshadowed by the constant effort to please. In this dance of uneven expectations, I've learned to find contentment in giving, even as I silently yearn for what I cannot receive.
-me
Currently listening to Wildchild - Party Up (prod. Madlib) (instrumental)
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