26 February 2019

Nina Simone (Official Music Video) - Zebra Katz x Leila

I'm here

I don't chase people anymore. I learned that I'm here, and I'm important. I'm not going to run after people to prove that I matter. 

And that is all. 


25 February 2019

D A I J



When I was at University I had a roommate from Saudi Arabia. His middle name was Daij. He said it was his mother's maiden name, and that all of his siblings had the same middle name.

I loved it; instantly I decided that my son's name would be Daij.

Today, I still hope to have a Daij

15 February 2019

Medicine for the Nightmare





     

Warning...Don't read the download here at night!

09 February 2019

A dream.

A whisper in my ear;

"I'm going to place people in your life that aren't meant to be there ( that are a complete waste of your time) and I'm going to see how long it will take for you to realize this, and distance yourself from them."



As I had awakened, recalling this dream, I quickly documented it, and went back to bed.


I already know these people. It's easy to distance myself from these people. All I have to do is not text or message them to never hear from them again; the communication is one-sided anyway. I have friends that knew I was going through a hard time, and they have not checked in on me, not even once. If that isn't a hint, then I don't know what is.