How have I done?

Dear God,

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

I hope I have done everything that You expect of me.  I know that I have made mistakes. There was a time when I was impatient and I took matters into my own hands and made the situation worse; I feel like you had a path for me and I took a different path. My head was so filled with doubt that I didn’t hear or receive the message you had for me.  I have asked for your forgiveness and I thank you for forgiving me. Thank you for blessing me with a job that I love, with the best coworkers.

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

I thought I found love but she wasn’t the one.  I firmly believe, deep in my heart, that you will bless me to meet someone who will share my belief  in you being the King of Kings, and that your Son  Jesus sits with you at the throne along with the Holy Spirit. 2 Corinthians 6:14 says Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? And what communion hath light with darkness?

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

I try my absolute best to treat my family and loved ones the way I’d like I be treated.

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

I try to make sure I end conversations with family and friends, leaving them happy, smiling, and feeling better at something I did or said.

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

Before I go to bed at night, I ask you for forgiveness, if I’ve said/thought/or did anything that wasn’t pleasing to you each day, to please forgive me.

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

When I wake up in the morning I thank You for blessing me to see another day, and I always ask for/hope that today I receive the blessings for which I asked.

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

Dear God,

How have I done, and how am I doing so far?

Is there anything I’m not doing, that I should be doing?

Please, Lord,

I need a sign.

Amen.