New Position

I'm not the person I've always dreamed I'd be. 

A husband.

A father.

A homeowner. 

I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried  and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried

and I'm still trying. 

                                      

I'm 52;

        Maybe God has other plans.