SOULTIGHT

I tend to

• get upset easily.
• be nicer to people than they are to me.
• offer to help people move and regret making the offer the second after I open my   mouth.
• purge facebook friends if they don’t respond to messages but have been online every day                         since I left messages.
• purge friends from my cell phone or email contact list if 2 months pass and they don’t  respond to  my       voicemails or emails.
• add those friends back when they see and ask why they haven’t heard from me.
•  convince myself of failure. And then I fail.
•  buy books every pay period and have no time to read them.
  
•  to eat something sweet at every meal.
•  purge those same facebook friends for the same above reason.
•  purge those friends from my cell phone or email contact list for the same above reason.
•  add those friends back for the same above reason.
•  not acknowledge the existence of people who have done me wrong  in the past.
•  hate being stood up.
•  hate when  people make the same mistakes over and over. and over and over.   
•  appease my mom and no one else.
•  treat people better than I know they would treat me.
•  be shy with new people until i'm comfortable around them.
• remember birthdays, anniversaries, and other events, even the birthdays of my exes. 
•  be told by white people that I always look angry.
•  surprise them by being the opposite of what they expect. 
•  dread encountering people who don't know when to stop talking.
•  sleep less during the week and too much during the weekends.
•   avoid conversations in the morning until about an hour later, unless its work-related.
•   have better come-backs, too late.
•   start diets and only stick to them for a week.
•   want to hear an entire story before offering an opinion.
•   be shy with new people until i'm comfortable around them.
•   convince myself of success. And then I succeed.
•  hate going back to Racine to visit and wish my mom lived in Milwaukee or Madison.
•  read people that are condescending to me.
•  hold my opinions of friends' girlfriends until after they break up or divorce.                
•  leave the gym immediately if I forgot my mp3 player
• inform people when I've caught them in a lie.